It’s days like today that I wish I had a camera following me around so I can show people just how weird my life is.
And to me, weird is good!
The Basics
- Article published: No
- Word count: 0
- Time spent: 90 minutes
No articles today, but I got a tonne of clarity around who my audience is.
And I learned a lot about myself in the process.
I now have an audience persona template filled out and research data on:
- Who they are
- What they’re struggling with
- What keeps them up at night
- What they want
- And much more
I’ve pretty much modelled this on myself from 5-6 years ago.
So, they:
- feel deeply intuitive but mentally scattered
- understand concepts quickly but cannot integrate them
- feel disconnected from their own potential
- feel both intelligent and blocked
Plus, back then, I had no idea I was neurodivergent and was completely unaware of the trauma I had taken on in childhood.
So to look back on this now and see how far I’ve come, it’s really exciting to think I could soon be helping this younger version of me, just in a different form.
What Else Happened
I’d say my mornings are my favourite part of the day.
I do some form of workout first thing, drink a tonne of water and just get my body breathing deeply.
But this morning I tried something different. Something I’ve not done in while.
I used a mind machine called Kasina.
A mind machine is a device that plays binaural beats and isochronic tones at the same rhythm of flashing lights place over the eyes.
It’s like an immersive sensory experience that shifts your state of consciousness.
Aside from anything, the biggest impact it has on me is a change in my breathing and feeling deeply relaxed.
I would often wake up in tears of joy after a session. And this is how I felt this morning, minus the tears.
It was just beautiful!
I think that set me up for the day.
I continued learning about prompt engineering and a new course I started yesterday on leadership.
I can’t believe there’s a field that exists that doesn’t require you to “do” any work to be effective. Sounds like a Projectors dream!
I had an appointment at my doctors (blood test, blood pressure, etc), for a yearly checkup due to being on ADHD medication.
I worked on my audience persona and did some reading. I’m currently reading Serpent Rising by Neven Paar, which is blowing my mind.
So much synchronicity and everything I’ve been experiencing in the last 8 years of awakening is all starting to make sense.
The weirdness I mentioned is difficult to explain, because it’s so subtle. Just tiny synchronicity throughout the day. They often make me pause, laugh out loud and solidify my conviction that we’re in a simulation.
Then something truly remarkable happened…
I stuck a penny to a wall. Seriously!
I’ve been practicing telekinesis in the last few weeks using a psi wheel, with zero luck.
I would just sit there looking at this aluminium pyramid on a needle not moving one bit.
So today, I tried something different. I follow quite a few people who practice telekinesis and psychic powers like sticking things to walls, moving objects, and guessing the colours of paper whilst blindfolded.
I’ve spoken to one of the guys I follow on Instagram a few times and he had a new video showing him sticking a penny to a wall.
Then without even thinking about it, I found a penny, held it against a wall, let go and fell on the floor.
Tried again and I just knew if was going to stick. I could sense a completely different attitude my mind was using.
It was as though I unlocked a power I never realised I had before. I just told the penny to stick to the wall, took my finger away and it stayed there.
I’ve managed to do it again two more times. Sometimes it falls, but I think I’m starting to recognise what I’m doing to make it stick.
Then, I tried the psi wheel and I finally got it moving. The problem with the psi wheel is that it feels like I’m not in control of it, like it has a mind of its own.
Anyway, I recorded me sticking a penny to a wall, which I’ll probably upload to my Instagram at some point.
I have no idea what’s happening here. Whether it’s some kind of heat build up or if it actually has anything to do with the intention I’m setting with my mind.
We’ll see, but I’m going to keep practising tomorrow, on day 5.